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End of my TEP days... [Apr. 9th, 2008|04:17 pm]
[Current Mood | okay]

Just went and did my time table today. It was so stressful! I think doing my time table is more stressful than studying for the exams itself. I should have just bloody passed the freaking 2 modules! I seriously don't understand how I even managed to fail them! 

Anyway, there's no point talkin about them now right... it's over.. nothin I say or do can change my fate to repeat finance and EFMA! Just have to work 10x harder this semester! With 7 modules on my hands.. I'm not gonna have time for anythin else ppl! Don't scream at me if I don't have time to meet up or anythin... I'm gonna be freaking busy!

My year 2 TEP attachment life is comin to an end. Time really flies when u're havin fun. No more floating around levels 3 and 4 of block B. No more popping into each other's room (although we're not allowed to)...no more 2 hours (and more) lunch breaks... no more secretly watchin movies n playing games all day long... haiz... thinking about going back to hitting the books is annoying! 

I'm gonna miss every single one... CSC mates... all the other peeps I've got to know through this programme... I've had so much of fun since 10 December 2007! Will never forget this period of my poly life =)

It's been really long since I blogged about my friends at school...

Firstly,

Hannah is no more my crutches gal! She's my walking stick gal! haha... 

Lia's decided to move on in life... and I am really happy and proud of you babe! It's gonna be tough... but you know I'll always be here for you if u ever need me!

Khad keeps on asking me if she'll get a bf in 8 more days... cuz I got mine within 1 month of my 19th b'day...seriously babe.. I'm not a fortune teller... but I can tell you something... you may get a bf on one of your next brothers' b'day... cuz I met my bf on my bro's b'day.. haha... 

Mummy (Dalilah) is as loud and as cheerful and as bubbly as ever. Can always depend on her to losen up a serious situation...

The guys are all doing fine... As hyper as ever.. never running out of pranks and jokes... 


I just realised somethin... I'm gonna miss every single one of them! Oh man.... this sucks...

I seriously don't know what the next semester has in store for me...
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You + Me = Love! [Mar. 31st, 2008|04:31 pm]
[Current Mood | cheerful]

Hello peeps!

After a looooong time... I'm finally here to blog! SO many things have been going on in my life... I've like changed from an emo freak to someone who is like happy and smiling all the time no matter what happens... I just find it so funny when I think of how I was a few weeks ago... crying over things that were totally not worth my time....it's just plain dumb!

Anyway, wanna know the reason for this major change?
HIM! HIM! HIM!
I seriously dunno how to explain my feelings towards him... He's like everything I ever wanted...He's too good to be true...He's like the best thing that ever happened to me... the confidence that he gives me is juz amazing!
A lot of my friends have asked me why I am so in love with him... I can't list out all the reasons for me to love him.. it's gonna take me an entire lifetime to do that ( I noe.. cheesy right?! :p)

I love the way he treats.. He really treats me like how a gal should be treated... and the importance he gives me.. it makes me feel so loved n special... even the smallest things that he does for me seems so huge! We share so much of similarities which I personally feel is difficult to find in a couple =)

I feel like I could just stay with him forever... I know right now is the honeymoon period and all... but I really wanna make this last as long as I can... And I will!

MYTHILI IS SO IN LOVE AT THE MOMENT! (like finally!)
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Changes in life [Mar. 24th, 2008|09:59 am]
[Current Mood | excited]

It's amazing how a mere one week can make a HUGE change in your life...Seriously, there's suddenly been so much of changes going on... And I have to say.. I'm Loving It! Haha!

I can't even describe how I am feeling right now... It's a kind of happiness I've never felt before in my life...Ain't gonna tell too much now... Let things settle first and then i'll blog about everythin...

Hannah isn't in school today... And I'm missing her terribly... Come back fast my crutches/walking stick gal =)
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Colbie Caillat - Bubbly =) [Mar. 24th, 2008|09:52 am]
[Current Mood | loved]

I've been awake for a while now
You got me feelin like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

Chorus:
It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

(Repeat chorus)

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose

Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin' shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

Wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

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Hannah! [Mar. 13th, 2008|03:39 pm]
[Current Mood | sore]

Hannah is using physical abuse on me!
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The 307 Story [Mar. 13th, 2008|02:12 pm]
[Current Mood | thoughtful]

I am so bored...
I feel like blogging the whole day..
I got so many things I want to blog about...
And it's gonna be random stuff...

Let's talk about life first...

At the moment life is full of UPS n DOWNS. Actually, my life is always so full of ups n downs. One minute i'm in a good mood and the minute i switch to silent mode, always having mood swings... feel so blank at times. I really dunno where I am headed to and although I always have people around me, I still feel damn lonely and the loneliness is really killing.

On Monday, I took the 307 feeder bus home after "work" and as I passed by my grandmother's block I looked up to see her house windows and somehow I suddenly felt tears in my eyes.

I was never close to my grandmother but I don't know why I somehow miss her. After she passed away I still went to the house to play with Tara n Sanjay.. but now even they have gone to NZ and I miss them terribly...

When I was in primary school... she used to make me sit down when i was back from school n tell me stories of how life was like during the japanese occupation.. the games she played... the food they ate. It was always so interesting to hear all her stories. As I grew up, I slowly drifted away from her cuz I felt she was always biased towards me... she had some favourites among her grandchildren.. but i din understand at that time that it was very normal... both my grandmothers had their favourites and somehow, I was never one of them. That made me move away from all of them and grow up on my own... 

I regret it now... growing up all alone is not fun... you tend to get used to loneliness... 

Now I really dunno what else to blog about.. Hopefully, I get back my mood to blog again later...
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Mystery shopping [Mar. 3rd, 2008|09:08 pm]
[Current Mood | calm]

My first mystery shopping experience was...

FUN!

I seriously felt like some spy... haha.. wish i could do it everyday...

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Overjoyed! [Mar. 2nd, 2008|02:39 am]
[Current Mood | happy]

Guess what??!!!

My best friend got seats in Birmingham and Nottingham Law Universities! I am so freaking proud of her! 

Babe, at this rate.. If NUS law does not accept you.. i'll come n fight for you.. I'll ask them to go hell or put a case on the govt saying that their education is not up to standard...seriously.. for the first time you will see Mythili fight! haha.. I so know that you are gonna do so well in ur A levels and come crying to me with tears of joy... Can't wait to see that darling...I love you! Muackx!!


( I wanted to keep all the nice pics for ur b'day come fantastic results post =))

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Suntec city "excursion" [Mar. 1st, 2008|01:52 pm]
[Current Mood | exhausted]

On thursday.. When i was as usual rotting inside my room... Kashif informed us that they were planning to play captain's ball during lunch time...

Therefore, i popped by the games area during lunch with hannah and the others and ended up playing captain's ball with the guys! =)


(Dalilah took MC the next day... Mummy, you damn funny lah)

We were all sweating and stinking by the time we got back to our room after a 2 hour game.. I played captain's ball in jeans n shirt.. If my jeans had split Zeb would have paid for a new one for me =P

On friday....

We all had to go to the career fair at suntec convention centre... Had to attend some seminars... Thankfully a lot of the ex-CSC team had to go too... so it was FUN!


(Kashif taking notes because he has no choice! haha!)


(Gohua totally ignoring the speaker! Hmph!)


(Hannah.. acting like she's interested... she kept on bullying me...she's the guest of honour for the day...she got seats wherever she went becuz of her crutches.. maybe i shld start walkin ard in crutches too =p


(the new team that I am working with.. BSU Team 1.. 12 of us with the leader Nigel who is the one pointing upwards)


(Hannah (my crutches girl), Gohua aka Gareth (the one who breastfeeds Billy) and myself)


( the guyzzz.. btw, Zeb came up with this wonderful pose.. i think it's called the colgate smile)


(Hannah! is sad no more.. cuz i am not allowin her to be sad.. only I have rights to emo in level 4) 


(stop begging Gareth!)

After the seminar I did not feel like goin home straight away so Zeb, Kashif, Nigel, Leah, Sherwin and I decided to drop hannah off at suntec city tower 2... We then found out tt the building had 45 floors and decided to go all the way up!


(tt's zeb n kashif at the 45th floor refusing to leave)

Suddenly, Zeb struck a brilliant plan and decided to climb all the way down to the first floor using the emergency escape route... therefore, Kashif and I joined him... as evidence (in case u guys don't believe us) we took pics after climbing down every 5 floors...


(45th floor...)


(35th floor...)


(30th floor... by now kashif took out his shoes cuz it was too big)


(25th floor...)



(20th floor... Zeb took out his sandals... to feel more comfy when climbing down...)


(15th floor... look at how tired but happy kashif is...)


(10... no energy to pose aredy...)


(forgot to take pic at 5th haha.. this is the 6th floor...we decided to touch the sign n shout at every floor after the 10th floor..)


( the last 3 floors were the worst man! It started turnin ard like a maze! and Zeb made sure der was no one hiding at every turn.. kashif n Zeb protected me well! =) tt's us on the final step!)


(tried to take pics of the 3 of us.. but din turn out well.. can u see my sweaty sticky face?)


(Zeb's tired...Kashif no energy.. another failed attempt to take pic of all 3 of us.. i think we got more tired taking pics than climbing down the stairs...)


(1!!!! Finally!)


(Leah, Nigel and Sherwin cld not believe that we really climbed down! Haha.. they were waiting at the lift lobby for us... anyway, it was nice and really FUN going on this adventure with u both!! =)

Seriously.. you're all I need.. never ever ever will I suspect you or hurt you... ever again.. I'm really sorry... I just can't imagine my life without you around....I'll never allow anyone else to come in between us again...

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Just what I need to complete how I have been feeling recently... [Feb. 29th, 2008|10:09 am]
[Current Mood | frustrated]

Guess what...

My student's mum just called me and said she does not want me to teach her kids anymore! Without any reason at all! Interesting right... 2 students gone just like that! 

I wasted my fucking time.. working like a dog, running for tuitions even though I was shit tired, neglecting so many things, giving them extra lessons without even charging them for it and what do they return me? These kind of shit!
i'm not angry that they stopped tuition.. cuz they have all rights to do it... I m just frustrated that they could not even be thoughtful enough to give me a reason for stopping me! 

This is what I get for wanting to be hardworking and lessen my parents' burden...

It's gone.. just like that.. who would have thought?

Seriously, I am on the verge of giving up on everything...

I feel so completely lost...What am i gonna do now? :'(

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When boredom strikes us... [Feb. 27th, 2008|04:34 pm]
[Current Mood | bored]

What should we write about?
When our mind runs about,
We are dying of boredom over here,
Living was it fun ever?
Why so sad?
Don’t be mad,
Boredom made us start this poem,
Let's try this again with a *jeroboam,
And once we are high on it,
Keep your mind off it
Girish and Mythili came up with this,
Believe us, we regret this.
 
*Jeroboam = A large wine bottle

Believe it or not... Girish and I did come up with this.. Haha
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What do you do when you are bored? [Feb. 27th, 2008|03:19 pm]
[Current Mood | bored]

Go www.bored.com! Seriously.. they have loads of cool stuff to do when you are bored.. I think right now i am surviving becuz of this website... If not for this website, I would have died out of boredom a long time ago!

It is a really entertaining site people... Everyone can find something interesting in this website.. I dunno y I am promoting it so much... The problem is.. I am so damn bloody bored that I have nothing else to do! Haiz... somebody save me!!!

I am just rotting over here everyday...my butt hurts from sitting down all day!

Bored.com... For those who need cheap thrill...


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? [Feb. 26th, 2008|02:22 pm]
[Current Mood | gloomy]

Can people grow out of friendship?
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(no subject) [Feb. 26th, 2008|01:48 pm]
[Current Mood | indescribable]

 Okay Khad... I am finally gonna blog about you now...

Khad... also known as the gangster of Customer Service Centre (CSC)... and the wanna be minister is one of the first few people that got close to when I entered CSC. She's really sweet and so full of energy (except when she eats something that upsets her tummy... her tummy damn sensitive la)... haha...

I am her loo partner... Whenever she wants to go toilet she was shout "My wanna go toilet?"... and she is the only person I know who can stay in the toilet from 20 to 30 mins! Sorry babe.. i jus had to tell that... Nowadays she comes knocking at my room window and hand signals me to go toilet... cute la u Khad...

She loves taking pics.. just like me...


(some of the random pics that Khad n i took)


Anyway, Khad gave me a card made out of cardboard for my birthday... and it is the most creative card you would have ever seen!


(Damn nice right! There was a sweet message at the back of the card!)


Khad... whatever you wrote on the card was so true... thank you for taking your time to do this for me even though you were sick on my birthday. And I will try to find a nice and handsome boyfriend. Haha... I really appreciate it babe... It means a lot to me... Even though we are not in CSC anymore.. You better keep in touch k? Don't forget to knock on my door and invite me to go toilet with u! Haha.. love ya babe.. muackx!

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Reflection - Christina Aguilera [Feb. 26th, 2008|01:27 pm]
[Current Mood | depressed]

Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.

Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.

Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.

Chorus:

Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.

But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.

Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?

Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?

Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.

When will my reflection show
who I am inside?

When will my reflection show
who I am inside?

oh, ooh yeah
 


I suddenly feel a strong urge to keep on listenin to this song again and again all day long...

What do you do when you suddenly feel a huge distance from you best friend whom you love so much?
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Totally blank... [Feb. 25th, 2008|10:09 pm]
[Current Mood | crushed]

நெஞ்சம் யெனும் ஊரினிலே
காதல் யெனும் தெருவினிலே
கனவு யெனும் வாசலிலே
என்னை விட்டு விட்டு போனாயே

வாழ்கை யெனும் வீதீயிலே
மனசு யெனும் தேரினிலே 
ஆசை யெனும் போதையிலே
என்னை விட்டு விட்டு போனாயே

நான் தனியாய் தனியாய் நடந்தேனே 
சிறு பனியாய் பனியாய் கறைந்தேனே
ஒரு நுறையாய் நுறையாய் உடைந்தேனே காதலாலே

நெஞ்சம் யெனும் ஊரினிலே
காதல் யெனும் தெருவினிலே
கனவு யெனும் வாசலிலே
என்னை விட்டு விட்டு போனாயே


A few phrases from a song that I think is practical for me now... Sorry to my non-tamil speaking friends...

After work, went to meet my friend. Who's a guy... and who is not my bf... had dinner.. chit chat for a while... spoke nonsense mainly.. felt good... because he knows most things about me... and is very understanding... therefore could talk to him about what was bothering me.. at least he lent me a listening ear... at the end of it all he asked me.. "Mythili... how do you go through all this?"

Hahaha... I guess everyone has their own set of problems right?

However, I still feel damn hurt, sad, confused, annoyed, ignored... name it.. such a sudden mixture of emotions... I feel so crushed! Wanted to blog a lot today.. but.. no mood now...

You used to make me cry, you made me cry and you are still making me cry. How long more do you want me to cry? When will all these come to an end? I don't know how long more I can control my emotions...
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Me's back! [Feb. 25th, 2008|10:07 pm]
[Current Mood | happy]

I got ME back! I am now finding for the kidnapper... If i catch hold of him.... he's gonna get it from me.. next time wanna kidnap stuffed toy.. kidnap BILLY (Hannah's dirty goat!) hahaha.... oops.. sorry hannah.. hahaha
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Someone's kidnapped ME!!!! [Feb. 25th, 2008|04:42 pm]
[Current Mood | worried]

Some one kidnapped my bear ME! I want him back! Kidnapper, if you r reading this.. I want you to know that ur english sucks n ur maths is worse. It's abducted... no aducted! Stupid! And 4 plus 3 is not eight! Pls don't do anything to my bear! I want him back.. not alive.. but in 1 piece! 



(Anyone seen this bear around??? Pls call me if u do!)

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Thank you... [Feb. 22nd, 2008|01:56 pm]
[Current Mood | touched]

THANK YOU  GIRISH! 
(not saying it because you are angry... I really mean it from the bottom of my heart)

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MY's Birthday!! (Part 1.1) [Feb. 22nd, 2008|01:52 pm]
[Current Mood | touched]

OH OH OH

To all the darlings who called me and smsed me from overseas... thanks a lot! I really appreciate it =)
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