My Life Story...

End of my TEP days...

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 08:37:51 GMT

Just went and did my time table today. It was so stressful! I think doing my time table is more stressful than studying for the exams itself. I should have just bloody passed the freaking 2 modules! I seriously don't understand how I even managed to fail them!

Anyway, there's no point talkin about them now right... it's over.. nothin I say or do can change my fate to repeat finance and EFMA! Just have to work 10x harder this semester! With 7 modules on my hands.. I'm not gonna have time for anythin else ppl! Don't scream at me if I don't have time to meet up or anythin... I'm gonna be freaking busy!

My year 2 TEP attachment life is comin to an end. Time really flies when u're havin fun. No more floating around levels 3 and 4 of block B. No more popping into each other's room (although we're not allowed to)...no more 2 hours (and more) lunch breaks... no more secretly watchin movies n playing games all day long... haiz... thinking about going back to hitting the books is annoying!

I'm gonna miss every single one... CSC mates... all the other peeps I've got to know through this programme... I've had so much of fun since 10 December 2007! Will never forget this period of my poly life =)

It's been really long since I blogged about my friends at school...

Firstly,

Hannah is no more my crutches gal! She's my walking stick gal! haha...

Lia's decided to move on in life... and I am really happy and proud of you babe! It's gonna be tough... but you know I'll always be here for you if u ever need me!

Khad keeps on asking me if she'll get a bf in 8 more days... cuz I got mine within 1 month of my 19th b'day...seriously babe.. I'm not a fortune teller... but I can tell you something... you may get a bf on one of your next brothers' b'day... cuz I met my bf on my bro's b'day.. haha...

Mummy (Dalilah) is as loud and as cheerful and as bubbly as ever. Can always depend on her to losen up a serious situation...

The guys are all doing fine... As hyper as ever.. never running out of pranks and jokes...

I just realised somethin... I'm gonna miss every single one of them! Oh man.... this sucks...

I seriously don't know what the next semester has in store for me...

You + Me = Love!

Mon, 31 Mar 2008 08:47:21 GMT

Hello peeps!

After a looooong time... I'm finally here to blog! SO many things have been going on in my life... I've like changed from an emo freak to someone who is like happy and smiling all the time no matter what happens... I just find it so funny when I think of how I was a few weeks ago... crying over things that were totally not worth my time....it's just plain dumb!

Anyway, wanna know the reason for this major change?

HIM! HIM! HIM!

I seriously dunno how to explain my feelings towards him... He's like everything I ever wanted...He's too good to be true...He's like the best thing that ever happened to me... the confidence that he gives me is juz amazing!

A lot of my friends have asked me why I am so in love with him... I can't list out all the reasons for me to love him.. it's gonna take me an entire lifetime to do that ( I noe.. cheesy right?! :p)

I love the way he treats.. He really treats me like how a gal should be treated... and the importance he gives me.. it makes me feel so loved n special... even the smallest things that he does for me seems so huge! We share so much of similarities which I personally feel is difficult to find in a couple =)

I feel like I could just stay with him forever... I know right now is the honeymoon period and all... but I really wanna make this last as long as I can... And I will!

MYTHILI IS SO IN LOVE AT THE MOMENT! (like finally!)

Changes in life

Mon, 24 Mar 2008 02:06:02 GMT

It's amazing how a mere one week can make a HUGE change in your life...Seriously, there's suddenly been so much of changes going on... And I have to say.. I'm Loving It! Haha!

I can't even describe how I am feeling right now... It's a kind of happiness I've never felt before in my life...Ain't gonna tell too much now... Let things settle first and then i'll blog about everythin...

Hannah isn't in school today... And I'm missing her terribly... Come back fast my crutches/walking stick gal =)

Colbie Caillat - Bubbly =)

Mon, 24 Mar 2008 01:56:57 GMT

I've been awake for a while now
You got me feelin like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

Chorus:
It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

(Repeat chorus)

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose

Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin' shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

Wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

Hannah!

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 07:41:34 GMT

Hannah is using physical abuse on me!

The 307 Story

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 06:50:07 GMT

I am so bored...
I feel like blogging the whole day..
I got so many things I want to blog about...
And it's gonna be random stuff...

Let's talk about life first...

At the moment life is full of UPS n DOWNS. Actually, my life is always so full of ups n downs. One minute i'm in a good mood and the minute i switch to silent mode, always having mood swings... feel so blank at times. I really dunno where I am headed to and although I always have people around me, I still feel damn lonely and the loneliness is really killing.

On Monday, I took the 307 feeder bus home after "work" and as I passed by my grandmother's block I looked up to see her house windows and somehow I suddenly felt tears in my eyes.

I was never close to my grandmother but I don't know why I somehow miss her. After she passed away I still went to the house to play with Tara n Sanjay.. but now even they have gone to NZ and I miss them terribly...

When I was in primary school... she used to make me sit down when i was back from school n tell me stories of how life was like during the japanese occupation.. the games she played... the food they ate. It was always so interesting to hear all her stories. As I grew up, I slowly drifted away from her cuz I felt she was always biased towards me... she had some favourites among her grandchildren.. but i din understand at that time that it was very normal... both my grandmothers had their favourites and somehow, I was never one of them. That made me move away from all of them and grow up on my own...

I regret it now... growing up all alone is not fun... you tend to get used to loneliness...

Now I really dunno what else to blog about.. Hopefully, I get back my mood to blog again later...

Mystery shopping

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 13:09:41 GMT

My first mystery shopping experience was...

FUN!

I seriously felt like some spy... haha.. wish i could do it everyday...

Overjoyed!

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 18:47:43 GMT

Guess what??!!!

My best friend got seats in Birmingham and Nottingham Law Universities! I am so freaking proud of her!

Babe, at this rate.. If NUS law does not accept you.. i'll come n fight for you.. I'll ask them to go hell or put a case on the govt saying that their education is not up to standard...seriously.. for the first time you will see Mythili fight! haha.. I so know that you are gonna do so well in ur A levels and come crying to me with tears of joy... Can't wait to see that darling...I love you! Muackx!!

( I wanted to keep all the nice pics for ur b'day come fantastic results post =))

Suntec city "excursion"

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 18:11:04 GMT

On thursday.. When i was as usual rotting inside my room... Kashif informed us that they were planning to play captain's ball during lunch time...

Therefore, i popped by the games area during lunch with hannah and the others and ended up playing captain's ball with the guys! =)

(Dalilah took MC the next day... Mummy, you damn funny lah)

We were all sweating and stinking by the time we got back to our room after a 2 hour game.. I played captain's ball in jeans n shirt.. If my jeans had split Zeb would have paid for a new one for me =P

On friday....

We all had to go to the career fair at suntec convention centre... Had to attend some seminars... Thankfully a lot of the ex-CSC team had to go too... so it was FUN!

(Kashif taking notes because he has no choice! haha!)

(Gohua totally ignoring the speaker! Hmph!)

(Hannah.. acting like she's interested... she kept on bullying me...she's the guest of honour for the day...she got seats wherever she went becuz of her crutches.. maybe i shld start walkin ard in crutches too =p

(the new team that I am working with.. BSU Team 1.. 12 of us with the leader Nigel who is the one pointing upwards)

(Hannah (my crutches girl), Gohua aka Gareth (the one who breastfeeds Billy) and myself)

( the guyzzz.. btw, Zeb came up with this wonderful pose.. i think it's called the colgate smile)

(Hannah! is sad no more.. cuz i am not allowin her to be sad.. only I have rights to emo in level 4)

(stop begging Gareth!)

After the seminar I did not feel like goin home straight away so Zeb, Kashif, Nigel, Leah, Sherwin and I decided to drop hannah off at suntec city tower 2... We then found out tt the building had 45 floors and decided to go all the way up!

(tt's zeb n kashif at the 45th floor refusing to leave)

Suddenly, Zeb struck a brilliant plan and decided to climb all the way down to the first floor using the emergency escape route... therefore, Kashif and I joined him... as evidence (in case u guys don't believe us) we took pics after climbing down every 5 floors...

(45th floor...)

(35th floor...)

(30th floor... by now kashif took out his shoes cuz it was too big)

(25th floor...)

(20th floor... Zeb took out his sandals... to feel more comfy when climbing down...)

(15th floor... look at how tired but happy kashif is...)

(10... no energy to pose aredy...)

(forgot to take pic at 5th haha.. this is the 6th floor...we decided to touch the sign n shout at every floor after the 10th floor..)

( the last 3 floors were the worst man! It started turnin ard like a maze! and Zeb made sure der was no one hiding at every turn.. kashif n Zeb protected me well! =) tt's us on the final step!)

(tried to take pics of the 3 of us.. but din turn out well.. can u see my sweaty sticky face?)

(Zeb's tired...Kashif no energy.. another failed attempt to take pic of all 3 of us.. i think we got more tired taking pics than climbing down the stairs...)

(1!!!! Finally!)

(Leah, Nigel and Sherwin cld not believe that we really climbed down! Haha.. they were waiting at the lift lobby for us... anyway, it was nice and really FUN going on this adventure with u both!! =)

Seriously.. you're all I need.. never ever ever will I suspect you or hurt you... ever again.. I'm really sorry... I just can't imagine my life without you around....I'll never allow anyone else to come in between us again...

Just what I need to complete how I have been feeling recently...

Fri, 29 Feb 2008 02:13:11 GMT

Guess what...

My student's mum just called me and said she does not want me to teach her kids anymore! Without any reason at all! Interesting right... 2 students gone just like that!

I wasted my fucking time.. working like a dog, running for tuitions even though I was shit tired, neglecting so many things, giving them extra lessons without even charging them for it and what do they return me? These kind of shit!
i'm not angry that they stopped tuition.. cuz they have all rights to do it... I m just frustrated that they could not even be thoughtful enough to give me a reason for stopping me!

This is what I get for wanting to be hardworking and lessen my parents' burden...

It's gone.. just like that.. who would have thought?

Seriously, I am on the verge of giving up on everything...

I feel so completely lost...What am i gonna do now? :'(

When boredom strikes us...

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 08:38:47 GMT

What should we write about?

When our mind runs about,

We are dying of boredom over here,

Living was it fun ever?

Why so sad?

Don’t be mad,

Boredom made us start this poem,

Let's try this again with a *jeroboam,

And once we are high on it,
Keep your mind off it

Girish and Mythili came up with this,

Believe us, we regret this.

*Jeroboam = A large wine bottle

Believe it or not... Girish and I did come up with this.. Haha

What do you do when you are bored?

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 07:56:08 GMT

Go www.bored.com! Seriously.. they have loads of cool stuff to do when you are bored.. I think right now i am surviving becuz of this website... If not for this website, I would have died out of boredom a long time ago!

It is a really entertaining site people... Everyone can find something interesting in this website.. I dunno y I am promoting it so much... The problem is.. I am so damn bloody bored that I have nothing else to do! Haiz... somebody save me!!!

I am just rotting over here everyday...my butt hurts from sitting down all day!

Bored.com... For those who need cheap thrill...

?

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 06:22:49 GMT

Can people grow out of friendship?

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 06:20:34 GMT

Okay Khad... I am finally gonna blog about you now...

Khad... also known as the gangster of Customer Service Centre (CSC)... and the wanna be minister is one of the first few people that got close to when I entered CSC. She's really sweet and so full of energy (except when she eats something that upsets her tummy... her tummy damn sensitive la)... haha...

I am her loo partner... Whenever she wants to go toilet she was shout "My wanna go toilet?"... and she is the only person I know who can stay in the toilet from 20 to 30 mins! Sorry babe.. i jus had to tell that... Nowadays she comes knocking at my room window and hand signals me to go toilet... cute la u Khad...

She loves taking pics.. just like me...

(some of the random pics that Khad n i took)

Anyway, Khad gave me a card made out of cardboard for my birthday... and it is the most creative card you would have ever seen!

(Damn nice right! There was a sweet message at the back of the card!)

Khad... whatever you wrote on the card was so true... thank you for taking your time to do this for me even though you were sick on my birthday. And I will try to find a nice and handsome boyfriend. Haha... I really appreciate it babe... It means a lot to me... Even though we are not in CSC anymore.. You better keep in touch k? Don't forget to knock on my door and invite me to go toilet with u! Haha.. love ya babe.. muackx!

Reflection - Christina Aguilera

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 05:30:40 GMT

Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.

Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.

Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.

Chorus:

Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.

But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.

Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?

Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?

Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.

When will my reflection show
who I am inside?

When will my reflection show
who I am inside?

oh, ooh yeah

I suddenly feel a strong urge to keep on listenin to this song again and again all day long...

What do you do when you suddenly feel a huge distance from you best friend whom you love so much?

Totally blank...

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 14:37:44 GMT

நெஞ்சம் யெனும் ஊரினிலே
காதல் யெனும் தெருவினிலே
கனவு யெனும் வாசலிலே
என்னை விட்டு விட்டு போனாயே

வாழ்கை யெனும் வீதீயிலே
மனசு யெனும் தேரினிலே
ஆசை யெனும் போதையிலே
என்னை விட்டு விட்டு போனாயே

நான் தனியாய் தனியாய் நடந்தேனே
சிறு பனியாய் பனியாய் கறைந்தேனே
ஒரு நுறையாய் நுறையாய் உடைந்தேனே காதலாலே

நெஞ்சம் யெனும் ஊரினிலே
காதல் யெனும் தெருவினிலே
கனவு யெனும் வாசலிலே
என்னை விட்டு விட்டு போனாயே

A few phrases from a song that I think is practical for me now... Sorry to my non-tamil speaking friends...

After work, went to meet my friend. Who's a guy... and who is not my bf... had dinner.. chit chat for a while... spoke nonsense mainly.. felt good... because he knows most things about me... and is very understanding... therefore could talk to him about what was bothering me.. at least he lent me a listening ear... at the end of it all he asked me.. "Mythili... how do you go through all this?"

Hahaha... I guess everyone has their own set of problems right?

However, I still feel damn hurt, sad, confused, annoyed, ignored... name it.. such a sudden mixture of emotions... I feel so crushed! Wanted to blog a lot today.. but.. no mood now...

You used to make me cry, you made me cry and you are still making me cry. How long more do you want me to cry? When will all these come to an end? I don't know how long more I can control my emotions...

Me's back!

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 14:09:02 GMT

I got ME back! I am now finding for the kidnapper... If i catch hold of him.... he's gonna get it from me.. next time wanna kidnap stuffed toy.. kidnap BILLY (Hannah's dirty goat!) hahaha.... oops.. sorry hannah.. hahaha

Someone's kidnapped ME!!!!

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 08:45:31 GMT

Some one kidnapped my bear ME! I want him back! Kidnapper, if you r reading this.. I want you to know that ur english sucks n ur maths is worse. It's abducted... no aducted! Stupid! And 4 plus 3 is not eight! Pls don't do anything to my bear! I want him back.. not alive.. but in 1 piece!

(Anyone seen this bear around??? Pls call me if u do!)

Thank you...

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 05:57:41 GMT

THANK YOU GIRISH!
(not saying it because you are angry... I really mean it from the bottom of my heart)

MY's Birthday!! (Part 1.1)

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 05:53:56 GMT

OH OH OH

To all the darlings who called me and smsed me from overseas... thanks a lot! I really appreciate it =)

MY's Birthday!!

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 05:32:16 GMT

Okay people... Here's the birthday entry that I have been waiting to post for a REALLY looooong time!

This entry is gonna be quite long with loads of pics!... DON'T LEAVE! I'll try to make it as interesting as possible...

(That's me on my birthday!)

Firstly, my birthday started off with me entering Block B, Level 4 of SBM at around 8.25am... And...

Lia started singing Happy Birthday to me!

(Yup...That's Lia n myself)

And then... Hannah and the others wished me... and Hannah gave me her cute n extremely sweet presents!

(She made the necklace herself from scratch! I'm so touched! Hannah is really sweet... I love her!)

Dinah, Jasmine, Matt, Liling and Cheryl totally surprised me with their bownie with ice cream and 1 candle!

(They suddenly held up "Happy 19th Birthday Mythili" at my room's clear glass window although my supervisor was seriously giving us a morning briefing them. He left the room after that..Haha.. thanks guys... you saved me from falling asleep!)

Their message read:

Dearest Mythili,

Happy Birthday my dearest.

Hope you get a boyfriend soon.

Hahaha go sheesha! =)

Manylove;

Cher =)

Matt

Dinah

Triple L

Dinah's special message to me:

Hey Love!

Thankx for being always

There for me! =) Love

You LOTS LOTS babe

Dinah! =)

(the shocked me who did not know what to say!)

(Happy Happy... Free breakfast what! Haha!)

Thanks guys.... Love you people! =)

Next came the most hilarious part... Seriously, my friends are damn creative.. I dunno where they get their ideas from... Haha..

During lunch... Dear darling Ming Hao went down extra early to get my cake.. It wasn't any ordinary cake... It was...

( A PRATA CAKE! 6 pratas piled up into a cake! Who would have thought!)

(that's ZEB carrying my cake.. and everyone laughing at me... Haha)

(Happy Happy again... Free lunch! Haha)

I had to eat the prata up... Thank god Ming Hao, Dinah n Hannah helped me...

My darling Angel come Mortal made me cornflakes dipped in honey which was extremely delicious!!!! I loved it Huan Ling.. thanks a lot!

During training, Zeb and Kashif wrote me a poem... It's damn funny and nice! :

To: Mythili D/O Perakasam

Vanakum,

Birthday message for the beloved Mythili,

We’ve completed dancing the bangra,

Now we await Mythili in her gangra,

You’re still be our darling, Mythili,

Unless Kashif & Zeb wear a choli

Prata with candles never tasted so nice,

Even without any biryani rice,

Maybe next time we’ll get you a Puri,

So that you can eat it with some Tandoori

From the time we see you at Yio Chu Kang,

Till the time you set foot at Choa Chu Kang,

Happy Birthday, Mythili, yo!

Someday together, we’ll eat at Banana Leaf Apollo

A beautiful poem from Zeb & Kashif,

With us, poems are created in a sniff

-Nandré

(Ming Hao, Zeb and Kashif)

The bag that dhurga n jacintha owe me for 2 years! Haha.. Thanks!

This is Rizwan's (my indian boy) blog entry for me:

Happy Birthday Darling!

I wasn't there to dance the bangra and i wasn't there when Zeb presented you with the poem. So please accept this gift of mine which is an english song with the tune of Mehndi Laga Ke Rakhna.

Oh Mythili, you are the sweetest girl.
Oh Rizwan, you are a cheeky boy.
Oh Mythili, you are the sweetest girl.
Oh Rizwan, you are a cheeky boy.
Myhthili is the sweetest girl.
Rizwan is a cheeky boy!

O! I've never seen such a beauty,
Until i cast upon you.
I've never seen such a beauty,
Until i cast upon you.
You made my heart beat so fast,
You make my love feel so pure.
I've never seen such a beauty,
Until i cast upon you.

O...Ah! What special magic have you done?,
What special charms that you used?
What special magic have you done?
What special charms that you used?
I've given my heart away,
To a very special girl,
What special magic have you done?
What special charms have you used?

Btw, Happy Birthday.

Haha, hope you love it.

(Rizwan and me!..You better slowly quit smoking.. understand??)

So, that's how I celebrated my birthday...It's the best birthday I've ever had. I will never forget this guys... you people are the best. I really hope our friendship never ends... we have to meet up frequently for gatherings and all k? Muackx! Love you guys! I feel so loved thanks to all of you! =)

Erm Khad... I haven take picture of the really really pretty present you did for me.... I know that you were in pain when you did it and i really really appreciate it. Khad gave me a card! Haha.. I'll take a pic of it and put up soon! Don't worry Khad.. you will have a special entry all to youself k?

I can't wait for tonight... Going to van's place to have loads of FUN!!! And tomorrow going out with sumyu, vais n gg! It's gonna be a weekend of FUN FUN FUN! After such a long time... Can't wait! I guess I'll have a lot to blog about in my next entry! =)

I'm a happy person

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 06:06:54 GMT

So... everything's been confirmed. Dear Arul's getting married this December. Am I supposed to be happy or sad?

I'm gonna take it in the positive way.. Not cry over it... move away from him and get on with my life. I have already been carrying on with life...

On the other hand, I have WONDERFUL friends (like Sumyu, Vais, GG, Lina, Elle, Van, Hannah, Lia, Dalilah, the guys, not forgetting my Indian boy Rizwan and all my other friends) who are always there to cheer me up. I know I can count on them anytime to make my day. Love you people!

Anyway Arul, all the best to you. I just want you to be happy in life. That's all. Don't do things because of others. You've done enough for others. For once, do something for yourself and your happiness. Of course, minus-ing me off. Don't forget, I'll always be here if you need me =)

I'm a happy person! =)

Oh, "ME" says that he's a happy teddy bear too and "BILLY" says that he's a happy (but disgusting) goat! Haha!

U did not have to...

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 15:17:13 GMT

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

Seriously, you did not have to tell me this news on my birthday. Thanks a lot...
All I can tell you is... this is your life.. do what you think is best for you... Don't do something stupid in your efforts to move away from me...I no longer have any rights over you... but I'll always be here if you need me...

My Fabulous Birthday!

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 13:40:09 GMT

My 19th birthday... is the BEST birthday that I have ever had. Thanks to every single one who made it extra special. You guys dunno how much this means to me. I'll never be able to forget this birthday of mine.. I guess I was wrong about not wanting birthdays and all... AND... from now on.. birthdays are not gonna remind me about him.. they're gonna remind me about the darlings from CSC and all my other friends, including the sweet people who msged n called me from overseas! Love you guys... seriously, from the bottom of my heart I love every single one of you! Muackx!

For a more detailed blog entry... Wait till tomorrow evening... waiting for the pictures to arrive via thumbdrive =)

Nitez everyone!

New blog background

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 03:46:34 GMT

My blog looks like a cow with hearts drawn all over it! I like it! Haha... Thanks hannah for helping me figure out how to change it... and you are my chinese girl on crutches! Love you! Muackx! =)